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hallo apa kabar yg disana? semoga baik yah. serius gue pusing, gimana caranya ya biar gue bisa lupain lo?
lo tuh ada dimana-mana, udah STUCK di kepala gueeeeee.

oke sekarang lo malah ngejauh, lo ga pernah nyapa gue sekarang. ga akan ada lagi yg namanya penyemangat, mood gue ancur.
salah juga sih gue, bisa suka sama orang yg kaya gitu, bikin jengkel. berarti harus gue buang tuh ya harapan dan keinginan gue selama ini.
mungkin sekarang gue harus mundur, dan gue lupain semuanya (padahal indah banget loh, waktu yg udah dibuang sama lo). makasih ya buat kebaikan lo, I heart youuuuu ♥

Bye!!!!

where's your promise? I see nothing. and I think you should go. don't ever come back to me!!!
from now, you're nothing. you mess my life, don't you see that?
You're kind of jerk. no offense!
there's no feeling to you in my heart. and I just want you to know that I'm not loving you anymore. So, with all of my pleasure I want to say "Bye.. one of my ex!!!"

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do you know what I'm doing today? I'm thinking about you, eh.. no no no, I'm thinking about what we did last month. we spent time together, we laughed in every time. until now, I haven't get a reason why I'm so happy being with you.
THATS A QUALITY TIME OF COURSE!!!!

but, do you ever know what I need yesterday, today, and tomorrow? I need your lips to say "everything" to me. I really need it, not want it. AND I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I CAN(T) WAIT THE 'IT' TIME

IF YOU FALL IN LOVE WITH ME

If you're going to fall in love with me, it's only fair that you know what you're falling in love with.

You're falling in love with my insecurities and my obsession with trying to figure out what everyone thinks of me. you're falling in love with my immaturity, my constant need to feel love and appreciated, my overactive tear duct, my internet obsession, my tendency to be too clingy. you fall in love with my troubled past, my hopes, and my dream, and how I'm a hopeless romantic at heart.

If you fall in love with me, you fall in love with my self-hate and all my imperfections and my perception that nobody could ever love me.
But, you are also falling in love with the way my eyes will smile when I'm with you, the way I'll text you in the mornings just telling you I hope you have a great day. you're falling in love with the occasionally humorous and or thought-provoking things I say, and the way I blush when people ask me about you.
But to me, the most important thing will be that you're falling in love with me, despite my thinking that it's impossible.